Back From My M.I.A

Hadn't realized it's been almost 4 months since I last wrote..... But what is there to share bout my pretty boring life these days?? I've a bf who stays with me now since the last time I wrote, though my FB's profile is forever single ( hey, I'm definitely not trying to be single...just that well...it's complicated... )

It's weird how stuff works out... ZR n me has been on-off, on-off for more than a year now, never thought we would make it to where we are now..... But that's life for you huh? Just when you thought you would never find love, it just hits you like that!! K, enough of this sappy shit, cause it does seem pretty boring to be bragging bout the love of your life( or rather my life) , but what else can I say is new in my life right?

But honestly, I've never had a relationship where we see each other everyday & yet things just seem to get better with each passing day ( pathetic huh? 26 yrs of age & all I've ever got outta my love life is experience and nothing else) But, things seem different between me & ZR.. I never get sick of seeing him, and the bond we share seems to just get stronger & stronger.... ust am afraid of getting another disappointment again.. *crossing my fingers hoping I'll never have to fall outta love again*

From Hong Kong To Bali....

Okay... Guess I need to write more on HK... My previous post wasn't very detailed, I think..Here goes.....

I arrived in HK feeling super cold, but yes I had checked the weather before I left, but I didn't expect to be freezing!! It was the 1st day of Chinese New Year when I got there so there wasn't that much stores open + I reached at approximately 8-9pm.. Went to check in at the hotel at Yau Ma Tei, had a shower & left my hotel to see if I could get food & probably some shopping....Nothing much *sigh* Bought Wanton noodles from a place near my hotel & headed back to the warmth of my room...Definitely had to get some coats.... Couldn't sleep early as I'm very much of a night owl....

Slept till pretty late the next day & went in the hope of getting some shopping done... Walked the whole stretch from Yau Ma Tei to Mong Kok...Yippee!! I got coats, leggings, boots & some other stuff...I'm all prepared for the cold weather now! Basically for the entire time in HK all I did was to shop, eat, sleep ( Yau Ma Tei, Jordan, Temple Street Market, Ladies' Street Market, Tsim Tsa Tsui, Jardine Bazaar, Causeway Bay) & yeah that's it... Met this guy in HK who isn't really very much of a looker who tried chatting me up & within 10mins of conversation, he was like " I really like you, could you be my girlfriend?"

Hello Mr!! What the hell are you thinking right? I mean do I even know you??!! My God!! Why don't you just tell me that all you really want is to get into my pants??!! Sheesh..

I moved from hotel to hotel in HK, from Yau Ma Tei to Mongkok then to Sheung Wan. Sheung Wan was pretty dead at night though it was much closer to Lam Kwai Fong than the previous 2 hotels I stayed at. During my stay there had went to this place for drinks at 1 Peking, it had a really good view of HK at night.... Even took the ferry once =) Guess I did do pretty much afterall... LOL!! Though my itinerary the entire trip looked pretty much the same everyday, just had different locations to cover =p

Enough about HK since I'll probably be going back real soon.... Now Bali (where I'm currently typing fr0m) Bali is sunny, and totally different from HK... Not much shopping to be done here.. And seriously this is the 1st airport that I've been to that actually allows someone else to get your passport chopped for you! The resort had arranged for someone to pick me up at the airport & when the guy came. He told me to wait for him while he took my passport to get chopped.. Handed my passport to him & within 5mis he came back with it chopped! Wow! I'm like "You sure??!! Don't they need to see my face or something??" Really incredulous!! The car then took me to the resort named Amanusa... My room was really nice with an outdoor pool and a little tent / bed... Two dressing tables, a bathtub, an indoor & an outdoor shower, a big queen sized bed, an LCD TV, CD player, mini bar, desk, wi-fi.... Everything!! Who needs shopping now? Actually I do *gives a sheepish smile* ... LOL... Though I had come here to really enjoy the spa massage really... It felt so rejuvenating!! I'm such a sucker for massages.... But I still had to walk around and check out the shopping...though I must say I was pretty disappointed =( nothing to buy here... Unless you're into handicrafts n batik n low quality knock-offs...

After my 2 week long continuous holiday, I really don't want to go back to Sg... Sigh...too bad I'm not Lee Ka Shing's daughter.... Running low on my $$$ and it's the month end!! Darn, the bills are just waiting to be paid.... Guess I'll better get all the massages I want here, then it's back to work again in Sg,,,,Sigh... Just realized it's 5.20am and I'm still so awake!! Woke up at 5pm today LOL... Maybe I should go to New York to wake up sleep the normal hours people do..... Am gonna run a bath in the tub so I can go soak & relax since I've nothing else to do nor do I feel sleepy yet.... Tata

Hong Kong~Hong Kong

Am finally updating my blog... I seemed to have "vanished"....Been in Hong Kong the past 9 days, oh man!!! My pocket's got such a big hole now =p but it doesn't really matter.... Cause I've got lotsa new additions to add to my very very boring wardrobe... Can't believe I really came to HK alone just like that (*snaps fingers) Isn't life meant to be fun & spontaneous...HK is seriously a place where there's so much to buy, I can't stop!!! Don't mean to sound "bimbo-ish", but seriously life in HK is pretty much like life in Singapore...Eat, shop, club...... Yes I've now been to the famous Lam Kwai Fong, Kowloon, Causeway Bay, eaten the egg tarts & pineapple bun, taken the MTR & yes my Cantonese still is pretty lousy....LOL!! Though I can't say there's lots of good food here, or rather the food here ain't really my cuppa tea & it's more expensive than S'pore!!!! Gosh, am always complaining bout Sg, can't believe there's actually stuff that I do miss from Sg =)

After staying here for the past 9 days, have decided I really wanna get outta Sg.... I may wanna stay here for a while more... Though yep, like I said, HK is pretty much a Cantonese speaking Sg, but at least I'll be out of Sg.... Yes, yes, am sick of my life in my own country... Guess every1 says that huh? But if I don't get out now that I'm still young..Ok!! Not that young, but at least not that old.... I'll neva see different things, get new experiences & meet different people... I hate my life to be stagnant... Sigh... Have to leave my shopping paradise for awhile though.... Ain't that rich =p

I will be coming back pretty soon though!! HK wait for me!!

Sorry!! It's My Cranky Mobile

Okay,Mr B as you have been complaining for 2 consecutive days now, I'm gonna pronounce you "found not guilty" k? Mr B feels maligned, cos he definitely wasn't & isn't giving me the cold shoulder... I therefore pronounce my cranky mobile guilty as charged!!!! Why is my mobile guilty for the cold shoulder? Ok, here goes... my mad hp went really bonkers, people call me & the phone gets through, but on my side, my phone doesn't ring at all... Nope not on silent mode, it totally doesn't show any1 calling!! Fark the freakin phone! So Mr B, blame Nokia or ST like I told you =p Hope you're happy now that your name's been cleared, LOL!!
Luckily I've already solved this problem by upgrading my software =) No wonder Nokia now allows you to download the latest software for your phone free from their webby....
Finally I feel refreshed!!! Went for a Javanese massage, was really in need of some TLC.... Boy, did it feel good!! Seriously, I've decided to get a massage once a week or at least once every fortnight =) Really, a great massage can do wonders... *hint*hint* to someone Hahahahhahah

Money $ Money $ Money $

Bored...My life lately has been really boring, what has happened??? Everyday all I do is clean my room..Crazy right? The thing is I don't wanna keep sleeping, and as much as I would like to go out, it just means spending money & I really wanna save... Sigh.... But as far as the cleaning goes, I'm only cleaning my room, k that's a little selfish, but then I see the size of the living room & I'm deterred LOL...If I had a choice, I would stay in a small small house with not many display items.. Simple, clean & easy to maintain.... Why is my life so boring? I'm single, I should be having parties, living the life ( what seriously does this mean?) None of all these, just plain old boring me turning into some cleaning lady with too much time on her hands.. I seriously should get out & do something, but doing stuff means $$$$ again...Aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to do something with my life seriously.....

Wat's the title?? I have no IDEA???!!!!!!!

Haven't been updating my blog in a while....Hibernating lately....Laziness is eating me, just wanna slack & hope $$$ drops from the sky, which of course is impossible....Said I wanted to stop being selfish, but can't seem to stop myself, I just can't stand being alone...But what if I still feel lonely sometimes when he's here? Is there something wrong with me??? Back from work after a week hiatus, still uncharged LOL....Lil' Ms Lazy....Sigh
Been thinking of Mr B off late, don't know why but he's been giving me the cold shoulder, and perverse as this sounds, it makes me think of him more!! I know I'm crazy.... Seriously, I don't even know why I'm feeling this way??!!! Madness....Don't know why but I just can't seem to get rid of the sickening emptiness I feel, even Z's not helping....In fact he seems to sometimes amplify the empty feelings I have even when he's beside me.... I wish he was older, or rather more grown up, I'm lost as a lamb myself, (reaching 26 without much directions in life is really shitty...sigh), imagine having to look out for someone who seems even more lost then I am??!! But I have the skills of giving really practical advice only to find myself not being able to put my theories into good use when it comes to running my own life...Sucks...
Been eating quite a fair bit these days, aargh, I so don't wanna put on the weight I lost...Darn those hunger pangs & my greediness & lack of willpower...Waiting for my hair to dry.....I wanna conk out real soon, but my hair's so wet & I don't wanna use a hairdryer.....Zzzz

Goodbye Lil' Ms Selfish

Finally I've woken up.... Eyes Wide Open, seeing things through eyes other than my own. Always thought I'm a nice person...But finally I know I never was... I finally know the meaning of Empathy.....Though I feel used & stupid, there's always the other person who probably feels even worse than I do...I can choose to be selfish again, but no I will not...I will live my life the way I really should, though loneliness is my worst enemy, I know I'll get over it...I seriously feel sad, but it's the feeling of knowing what a horrible & selfish person I was that makes me really hate myself....
Yes, I do hate him & his lies, but then there's some1 who didn't lie to me & yet I was so selfish I only thought of me....But from this very moment, I'll never do that again....Goodbye to the love triangles I've selfishly entangled myself in...