Sigh......

Was off yesterday, 1st went to PS Cafe as Sandy wanted to have her birthday dinner there.....Am so happy I could get to catch up with her...Really missed her so so so much....Joyce & Zhenxin was there too....After dinner we headed to Atlantis....Been a long long time since I had so much fun clubbing with frenz....Hope Sandy enjoyed her bday, am really happy I could meet up with all my gals after so long.... After a few drinks started to think of him once again...Sigh...
After Atlantis, the gals wanted to go home but I didn't feel like heading home so went to CR to look for Nigel & gang after which headed to SH to continue drinking.... Nigel got drunk so accompanied him together with Bing to Teck Whye....Left at 8 plus in the morning!! OMG!!!! Worst of all I couldn't get a cab, had to on call plus the surcharge & all... The cab fare was like $23...So ex!!!!
Reached home, but couldn't sleep, so decided to clean my room, change my sheets....Finally I felt tired & wanted to go to bed...Saw my sis-in-law crying & found out that Amber had jaundice & she had no $ to let Amber stay in hospital. Lent her $500 to rent the treatment bed for Amber. Sigh...I really thought I could clear my debts & finally start saving some money for my manicure course..Really pissed with my bro....Can't blame my sis in law cos I know her situation. but my bro!!! Aargh....Why do I feel like I'm always the one to have to clean up his mess for him...Really hate it....He's 27 this year & yet he doesn't seem to know what responsibility means.....Really....Am so disappointed, had really wanted to save my money...I'm no longer youbg either, I do need to plan for my future too. Every time I tell myself I really am gonna save, something happens...Worse, I'm always being implicated into a mess which isn't mine...Really I pity GY & the kids...When will he ever grow up????????